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All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the
things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough
In fact, it's just too much. The face that haunts my soul every single night of my reprimended, disciplined, lie of
a life. She won't go away, no matter how hard I try. She's there, every where. And I had loved her so much, and
I still do. But I couldn't have her. My life was shaped so stupidly and idiotically that not even knowledge of
each other was accepted. There is blood all over my hands. I should wipe it off. If anyone, anyone found
out what I had done, what we had done... we would both be dead before the next sunrise.
But perhaps,
it might be better if we were both dead.
I'm in serious s***, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help
it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself,
wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody
else so we can be free
Even destiny itself had said we were meant to be together. But
if so, why did fate tear us apart? Who is the one against us? I had thought that this concept of "love" was something
that the world needed. Yet when I had finally come to experience this vital emotion, something came and said that it
wasn't allowed. She was right, and they were wrong. Everyone is trying to lead me somewhere, when everyone knows
that one day, I will be leading them. It doesn't make any sense.
I just wanted her... as I hoped
she wanted me. The many times we had been together... running through the cold of the rain, in the heat of the steams
of the hot springs, the taste of earth and its wonders from days spent outside in the trees and hills, the warmth of our united
selves in the peak of the twilight. Stars had fallen for us that night. The people of her land call it a sign
of good luck. I wanted to believe that.
But a falling star is an omen of failure to my clan.
And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her
away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause
I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going
out of my head
She wasn't worthy enough in my family's eyes. She was just a filthy thing
of the earth to them. They haven't even considered her human self. But I suppose the mortals are also dirty beings
to them. What would a prince of Dragons and a commoner of mortals be doing together? they would inquire nastily
before they would cut her head off and burn her lovely figure until it is nothing but ashes and smoke in the air. And
then I would be given some whore of a wife, whom I would have to unwillingly share my bed with. It's ridiculous.
Mother
looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
When was love ever something
bad?! Why can't I have the life I was told I deserved? Is the Hell I live the one I was meant to live? I cannot be!
Daddy
looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?
And they all stare at me,
pointing fingers and glaring down upon me with scorn and mockery. But I will look up into those eyes and chop off the
arms of those who point. And I will tell them, "It's not my fault!"
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